I'm still alive. Alive, but tired, sunburned, burned out, stressed out. I'm not feeling like there is much left in me these days. Sometimes life kicks you in the butt. I feel like I'm being kicked repeatedly over and over again. But I'm just feeling sorry for myself. I know it could be worse. A LOT worse. I know, but I sometimes have trouble being optimistic. Is that normal? Jeff thinks I'm the ultimate pessimist. Maybe I am. I don't want to be. I just want to be happy again. I just want to know that this trial will end, and we won't lose our house in the process. I'm thinking that I want to be a kid again. Blind to our parents trials and not having a care in the world. I'm not liking this grown up thing so much. But again, I'm just feeling sorry for myself. Sorry.
I have lots of pictures that I've wanted to post. But I haven't got up the enthusiasm to upload them to my computer. We had a great 4th and we went to Lagoon with Maddie a couple weeks ago. So when I get that sudden burst of energy, I'll post some. Until then..
3 comments:
:-( i love you friend!!!
Keri hang it there! There are always many trials of different types. It can be so hard to keep a good attitude, I am the same way, but one way or another you'll have to get through it! It could be WAY worse. At least you have a job still.
Chin up Keri. Things will get better, unfortunately it doesn't happen in our time though. Speaking from experience, I can promise you that Heavenly Father doesn't give us more than He knows we can handle. That's what makes us stronger :) Let me know if there is anything I can do for you or if you just need a DQ run, Jamba juice, you name it I'm there :)
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